Help, I'm getting depressed again

Dear Friends,

please, help me out.
I wanted to open a vision cafe myself here in Jamaica and hoped to go to Uganda this summer, too. Due to largely personal and technical problems I was kind of left behind though, because I only have a slow cell phone gprs-connection and can never get the patience to download videoclips (it seems to take two days for a 5 minute clip) and on vision force evrything seemed to be in video clips.

So I drifted away from vision force waiting for better times with ADSL or satellite internet.

Nevertheless I created phantasies about producing video clips myself in order to spread my message of recovering the spirit with mindfulness, EFT, and New Thought practices as my blog decribes.
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Now Michael actually brings out or rather advertizes a shoppingcart program that is supposed to make video-ebooks easy to market and promises to ease the colllection of thousands of email adresses.

So, everything super, isn't it?
I am in business and short of becoming an email millionaire.

Too bad I changed my mind again.  In the mean time I have been reading to many news while I have been searching the net. And I am tired of trying to become rich and the top spiritual marketeer. Besides that I don't know what to sell through all these emails, and I rather give away what I have to offer anyway.

So my problem is this:

Uganda is under water,and I don't want to market wonderful ideas (and little booklets and postcards on the side) just in order to get rich. And I don't see how the effective marketing of my spiritual self healing program does one bit for Uganda and for equal opportunity in the world.

At the same time  stock market specualtion is taking over the world, while the American ruling elite is getting ready to expand it's war into Iran in order to scare everybody into one line of American nationalism behind "the great president" and the western world.  When that takes off in a few months, all we need is a smart New Age power addict and ideologist who knows how to sell an idea of a New World order installed by "the grand American people" to get enough backing and expand the war into a movement that suppresses all opposition to American hegemony and let sus end up with a development as the world experienced under Hitler. Do you see what I mean?

The war in Irak is not about the oil, oil can be bought with cash. And it's not a war of Christians versus moslems, that's the cover for the future maybe, it is about who is the strongest and who controls the largest areas in a future world government, America or China?

It seems to me we better stop sitting at the sidelines too long without speaking up if we want a democratic world resulting out of current politics.

Peace is now.

And if there is no peace now , there is conflict.

There is nothing in between, only ideologies which serve to blame the other side.

 Don't we need to start mobilizing the democratic forces for peace in the world now?

How about a World Peace Party with chapters in every country?

I am ready to start it right now. Just to get out of the depression.

Or how do you see that - zaadzsters?

Is this a relapse into the ideologies of the seventies or is this really happening?

Please help me out.

And give me a vote by signing up as friend of a United Peace Party, now.

mikael